Shall blog from now onwards i guess. Conflicts occurred again.
It's not the first time,you see? I'm getting rather irritated.
For the start i didn't even did or said anything wrong.
Y es,i am a straight-forward person,i admit. But whatever i said is the fact.
And i am sure you in your heart know that too.
Its okay if you're pulling everyone to your side. I don't give a damn actually.
Cos i don't want to drag other people into this conflict.
Therefore, i'm not gonna have this childish act like pulling them back. *laughs*
I have to say this. They are still my friends definitely. But i won't control them.
Its their freedom to choose to be with who, just like how i did (:

I'm not a puppet, i hate to be controlled, i am myself.
I don't have to humble myself down. I don't need to listen to you always.
I don't need to give in to you.
I don't need to say i am not wanling infront of your mum.
My mother gave me a name,
so i don't have to pretend to be other people instead. Get it?
And most importantly,
i don't need your mum to approve of me being your friend,
i don't need your mum to comment about me.
I lived for myself, for my parents who gave me my name.
Your mum is ain't my mum.
I don't have to do all sorts of things just to please her eyes.
Maybe you might think that i am badmouthing about your mum. But i ain't.
Cos' everything i said is the fact.
Search your conscience before you start hating or disliking me.
And please get a control of your attitude. Don't be so pampered.
Learn to give in to other people at times will be
a rather good way of communicating instead of giving that black face [:

Things are going the wrong way
i had no chance. Not that bit ):